A Mutual Addiction

Assalamualaikum and Hi everyone!

I miss A MUTUAL ADDICTION so much. I miss my loyal readers and my unsung stalkers :) I don't blog for a month, I think? I can see spider webs here and there. lol anyway, I had a lot of things to be updated but some of it i'd prefer to keep it to myself first. don't bother to brag or whatnot. hihi I am torn between SCREAM-ing or CRY-ing. well I think I did both already. My sister won't coming home this summer 'cause alhamdulillah she'd been selected for working in Olympic September next year, I guess? It is sad knowing that she won't be around for the next Hari Raya. tsktsktsk

Hmm i've been utterly blessed with everything that I have now yknow living in a comfort zone, having the family members around (even most of them no longer in Malaysia, twitter session makes me feel better) having my unexpected romantic Safar, having the coolest besties ever. Nadh, Dila, Fasya, Amanda. I don't know, sometimes I just don't know to express the feelings. Feelings of being loved in return. being appreciated, it is such a great honor for me, Alhamdulillah. Living in reality gives me so much of perception in life. I can't wait to change my life after this. For a better ummah, insyaAllah. I know and I am definitely aware that sooner or later people will talk about me. I am prepared. Mentally and physically!

Some lessons I learnt from life, we can't expect to be sheltered from every little things all the time. Somehow we need a back up plan. Just incase things wouldn't happen the way you want it to be. Don't ask. Don't tell. May it remains in silence 'cause God always has a better plan for you. Always!

till then readers, xx