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hi, hello, greetings. did anyone remember my previous post about my birthday ? yes ? no ? it's okay it's okay, click here -----> 10th January

anyway, i've been trying to figure out the very suitable name for my incik Teddy Bear. oh puhlis, i want to call it Incik since i am a girl ( soon to be a woman. NO ) so you know, it will naturally attract with opposite gender. unless i'm a lesbo, eh no. i have a boyfriend. a very Boroy boyfie so yeah, ehem. *cough* you got me. that is what i'm trying to say. =P

at first i wanted to call this gigantic Teddy 'MR SAFEE' hahaha hm okay stop it Teya. not funny.

but Incik Roy said that's hilarious. he suggested 'MR S' instead of 'MR SAFEE' guess why lah i wanted to put MR SAFEE ? hihi. since Incik Roy name is Safar, you know. it's pretty close =P then i was like, hm SAFEE BALQIS ke apa. euh. hihihi. but then look at 'MR S' stomach. Boroy right ? lets zoom in. can somebody tell me what i'm trying to convey here ? =P

yadayadayada. then i decided to call incik Teddy Bear

Bearoy
it's a good combination of Incik Roy and Incik Teddy Bear. i heart both =P

fair enough ? *winkwinkwink

Okay next, i'm on diet now. see, you guys are smiling right. sheeesh. i'm currently trying my best to lose my weight and back to my current weight.

this picture was taken when i was in highschool. 3 years ago.

not being narcissistic or whatnot but i want my curvy shape and my 50kg body back! sigh

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and this picture was taken in 2010. believe it. no shape at all. everything is big!

i feel insecure about myself. i feel judged. i feel inferior. :S

why is it sooo hard to lose a belly fat ??

yeah you know, friends keep saying

'omg look at you now! dah kurus ok'

truth to be told, i'm 56kg right now and i'm not satisfied at all.

i haven't eating much lately and i don't see the changes. i feel like giving up.

i missed eating rice with sambal belacan. HEHEHE

anyway, proceed to my last story, hm i don't know why people keep relating volkswagen yellow with horror stories or what not. it's that really happen coz i've heard this story since i was 11years old. someone told me. and i can't remember who.

anyway this is me when i was 4years old, kott ? i guess this is the best pose i could give when i was kid. lame. and btw this is Atok's volkswagen. he sold the car already. recently i have read in STAR, there's a bunch of youngsters in a convoy volkswagen in KL. and one of then is BN 5602. and i told everybody in this family and they are impressed.

Safar with his Vespa

( mom said to me ''did you know when u're 3 years old you hardly pronounce VESPA ? you used to call it PEPA instead of VESPA.'' )

hehehe really mom? =D

well i guess that is the reason why i met a guy with PEPA, right mom ? =D

Atok, how i wish i could drove this car to college. Safar with his red PEPA and me with yellow Volkswagen. i bet Safar and i would be the antique-est couple ever, Atok R.I.P

Al-Fatihah..

p/s : Incik Roy i dah ada persatuan Vespa dia sendiri. siap convoy ke merata tempat lagi. lepas ni boleh bawak i naik Vespa lah. hehe. amboi incik Roy =P